I'm currently offering sessions on a pay-what-you-can basis to help you start to implement the changes desire in your life.
My greatest desire is to truly thrive as I express my authentic self creatively, using my intuitive gifts to bring about positive change in my life and reflect it in the world around me.
As a psychic medium, channel, and intuitive reader, I offer several unique services and experiences which you can discover on my booking page.
Queer, Trans, Neurodivergent, and Spiritual, I'm on a path of light, and here to help others live their most authentic life.
Knowing yourself isn't always the easiest path, nor is it always a straight line.
I didn't know I was trans when I was very young. I just knew that I wanted to be a girl. Something felt off when the boys and girls were separated and I didn't get to go with the girls.
When puberty hit, it was awful. The changes that began to take place felt so completely wrong. There wasn't really a language for it at the time. I just knew I wanted to be a girl. I spent many hours wishing, praying, hoping beyond hope that somehow I could be a girl. But at the time, for me, it was impossible.
By high school, I had given up. Without a support system, I didn't have a means of doing anything about it and did not feel I could trust my young parents, peers, or society to provide the care I needed. So I gave up. I adopted a new name and tried to force masculinity where there was none.
For decades, I tried to live as someone I was not. I had worn the mask of the person I tried to be for so long that I had hidden my truth even from myself, but there were always signs. At 46, I finally accepted my reality, and in so doing, memories flooded back in, and my life started to make sense.
But my being a trans woman is only one aspect of my reality, and in many ways, it's not even the most interesting. To me, it feels quite normal, even within a society that does not fully accept the existence of transgender people like me. While some people take on active roles in the fight for trans rights, my work has become one that is more internal, both for myself and others.
I know that some people will not understand or accept me or my reality, but I'm not here to prove anything to anyone, whether about my identity, psychic abilities, or anything else. I have had enough experiences that were confirmed via others with similar and powerful abilities, in ways that I know with complete certainty there is more to this world than the four walls around us, whether in physical reality or created by our limiting beliefs.
When it comes to spiritual experiences, there are many diverse ways these things appear to people, myself included. If my experiences aren't your experiences, that's okay. In sharing this side of myself, I am not saying at any point that this is the only way.
As an intuitive and spiritually sensitive person, my mediumship has mostly involved feeling the presence of spirits. This has generally meant sensing a presence nearby, often connected to someone who has recently crossed over, sometimes accompanied by a message. Being largely claircognizant and clairvoyant, I don't "see" beings the way one might with their physical eyes. Instead, I receive a sense of knowing or an impression of an image. When there are important messages to deliver, it feels like a push or a knock that grows louder in the back of my mind until I acknowledge it and share the message.
When I first became aware of beings around us, I didn't know what to think. Being a Christian raised under the Catholic faith at the time, this wasn’t something that was taught or even discussed. I began to feel a Divine presence in my home. Someone once told me to ask for the name of the guardian angel watching over me. I did this before bed, and when I woke up the next morning, the name “Kyle” was clearly in my mind. Not long after, I began to feel that presence even more strongly.
One morning, while struggling to understand my purpose, I felt compelled to pray: “Lord, I put these contacts in so that I can see your world. Help me to see your plan.” I immediately received what felt like a massive download, a vision in which the next major steps of my path were laid out before me. I dropped to my knees, overcome by the awesome presence of God in my bathroom.
Around that time, I also began having experiences that exceeded the container of my religion, or at least, that’s how I perceived it. From my current perspective, I now understand that it was the beginning of an expanded awareness of subtle energies. Despite others’ opinions at the time, I was guided to a passage in the Bible, 1 Corinthians 12, which speaks of the gifts of the Spirit. This passage lists many types of what we might now call psychic gifts, and explains that these are Divinely given. It goes on to describe the many parts of the body, which I believe is also a metaphor for society. Especially in a world where many are taught to fear, hate, or shun others, I believe that passage invites a deeper message, one of acceptance, of embracing all people, and of recognizing that these gifts come from a connection to the Divine.
I was fortunate to work with someone who had been able to see beings around us since she was about six years old. She would see them as clearly as if someone were sitting across the table, describing them in detail before the image would fade. Our time together often became an exercise in confirming my own abilities. I would get an impression or image of someone, and she would describe the same thing with stunning accuracy. Her ability to describe what I was sensing provided me with the confirmation I needed. That validation helped my confidence grow, and as my confidence grew, my abilities became stronger and clearer.
Life took a few turns for me, and I leaned into some deep inner work with a focus on personal growth. This led to my most recent spiritual awakening, or perhaps more accurately, an expansion of awareness.
Being mindful of our mindset is a powerful way to navigate life. Awareness brings options. When we become aware of our mindset, we gain greater mastery of self.
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All that we desire already exists. We are always manifesting. When thought and feeling align, we vibrate the essence of the end result, and what we seek begins to appear.
Our lives may be full of hustle and bustle, but when we slow down and become still, we can access peace, guidance, and raise our awareness to receive the wisdom already within us.
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As part of my spiritual expansion, which began to really take off in late 2024, my channeling abilities have increased, starting with automatic writing. With pen in hand and paper in front of me, I can connect with my guides and my higher self, and just start writing. What comes through may be deep wisdom or simple messages to help guide me in decisions and along my path.
I have also begun to channel with my voice. When this happens, I do not go into a full trance state. I am generally aware of what is coming through, though I may not remember it all once it ends. It is more conversational in nature, and like with writing, it flows clearly when I stop trying to interpret the message and simply let it move through me.
One day, I was in a group discussion online and during the brief meditative grounding, I felt the presence of a hand on my back and received the impression of an extraterrestrial being. At first, I was startled and somewhat fearful, having heard stories and accounts of abductions and nefarious activities involving The Greys. But those fears subsided quickly, as I could sense that this being's intentions were rooted in love and were not at all hostile.
My initial startled state caused me to disconnect from my awareness and push the being out of my space. A few seconds later, I found myself willing to receive their presence again and expressed gratitude for the visitation.
I soon began to get impressions of a small, grey extraterrestrial. At first, it happened when I was trying to fall asleep, and I would sense this entity crawling around the house like it was trying to get in. I felt afraid again, so I consulted a friend who regularly communicates with extraterrestrials. The being agreed not to appear in that way. That night, I slept peacefully.
Immediately upon waking the next morning, I sensed the being walking right up to me beside the bed with a big smile and a jovial energy. It felt as if we had just finished a conversation in spirit form while I was sleeping. I felt no fear, just amusement, and I again expressed my need for clear boundaries.
He later began appearing with a bucket of popcorn, as a projection of the least threatening presence possible, and would often sit to my left as if in a little comfy chair.
Through some of our channeling experiences, I’ve gotten the impression that he is (or represents) my hybrid child and that I’ll be seeing him soon. At first, I hoped to receive profound insights and wisdom, like Bashar as channeled by Darryl Anka. But it became obvious that “Zeke,” as I call him, is more youthful and still learning, both from me and from others.
I know he doesn’t actually look like the image I associate with him, but that visual has helped me normalize my reactions to these visitations by reducing fear and unfamiliarity.
One time while channeling him, he wanted to say hi to some of my friends, so we left them messages during the session. One friend had just messaged me about “redding up” (cleaning), and Zeke said, “Red up? As opposed to blue down? Green sideways?” He ended the video message, but popped back in moments later to say, “Yellow! Orange you glad I’m back?” As puns go, I could not be a more proud hybrid parent.
It wasn’t long after this that I began channeling another extraterrestrial who has identified himself as Dekion. He is now the primary entity I work with, along with my higher self and other guides.
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